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i dint make it thru the first round, my heart sank when i saw the email.

for a few brief moments, i wanna curl up on my couch n lie there.

i started praying, actually i didnt know what i wanna pray abt, but i remembered asking for divine help as i have pinned all my hopes on M in getting outta this place.

then i tot of something that humbled me: it must be god's will thats done, not mine. i shouldnt be getting upset n feeling crestfallen. then i tot of the job scope and things which i felt i wouldnt like doing on a long term basis, then slowly the negativity faded away.

now im much beta, cos i be applying for NUS next. lolx.

never surrender, never give up, never retreat.

lastly: never lose hope.