im helping my colleague to run his project for the next 2 days, poor sod, i can understand and had been under the pressure he is facing now. i guess if anyone from my dept is gonna leave, it may v well be him. he is almost there, at the threshold; one more push and he would flip and give everybody the finger.
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dinner yest was fun yet solemn, i realised im more fcuked up than i really care to admit. after pondering about it, i think i know why im angsty most of the time. - disappointment; with myself, with people/work/colleagues around me, with my soul destroying job, with my failure (or lack of direction) to land myself a better career.
i loathe myself for being a doormat most of the time and i loathe the fact i find it hard to stand up for myself and when i do, i would regret saying things which i shouldnt had, which i shouldnt feel bad verbalising it in the first place.
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