Thursday, August 7, 2008

the wicked things we say

3 out of 7 ladies in ops are contemplating leaving as early as october, my boss being one of them. 1 has gone for her 2nd interview and is expecting the letter of offer soon whereas the other 2 have been actively hunting. she is openly telling me bloody crap like take good care of yourself, may the next boss may a better one than me... if i were to win the 8m toto, i would give ya 200k.

wtf!

i prayed this morning, not asking God 'please get NUS/NVPC call me' but more of confiding, praying in a conversational way. i seldom prayed this way, kinda like a monologue, speaking my thoughts out loud. maybe its divine peace but i dont feel the usual 'kan cheong' way i normally would feel and react upon hearing colleagues speak like that.

though i still made boo boos occasionally, im still surviving, but i also do wonder how long i can last.

til now i have nothing, zip, none, no responses from the places i have applied yet. if i recall correctly, i only sent in abt 5 resumes for jobs which i am interested. im not panicky cos i believe in the One upstairs to deliver me from my situation, i shall walk my talk and trust in Him for real.

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